Chrissy Teigen.
Chrissy Teigenis continuing to honor her late son Jack, one year after losing him during her pregnancy.
On Thursday, the 35-year-oldCravingscookbook author sharedphotos on Instagramfrom a memorial ceremony she held for Jack alongside husbandJohn Legend, her two childrenLuna, 5, andMiles, 3, as well as her motherVilailuck “Pepper” Teigen.
For the solemn and touching tribute, the family dressed in all black and stood around a table that was adorned with flowers and candles.
“Took me a year but finally honored his little spirit with some blessings today. hopefully some closure in my heart will happen now 😩 thank you guys for the kind words. It’s a process. Xx,” Teigen captioned the post.
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Teigen and Legend, 42, announced on Sept. 30, 2020, that theysuffered the loss of their pregnancywith Jack. Teigen, whosuffers from endometriosis, was previouslyput on bed restand eventuallyhospitalized due to excessive bleeding. The couple — who tied the knot in September 2013 — conceived both Luna and Miles via IVF.
“On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug andlove each other harder and get through it,” she wrote in September, announcing their loss.
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Prior to the memorial for Jack, Teigen also honored “the son we almost had” on Instagram Tuesday for National Sons Day. She shared a photo of herself crying in a hospital bed as husbandJohn Legendheld her.
“A year ago you gave me the greatest pain I could ever imagine to show me I could survive anything, even if I didn’t want to,” shewrote in the caption. “I didn’t get to take care of you but you came and went to get me to love myself and take care of myself because our bodies are precious and life is a miracle. they told me it would get easier but yeah, that hasn’t started yet. mom and dad love you forever.”
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Teigen said in December that shewould “never” be pregnant again. “Coming to terms withnot being able to carry againis still really difficult for me because I feel so healthy. I’m like, why?” she said in March. “But then I think about it as my uterus is just not cooperating with me — and it’s not a failure.”
Earlier this month, Teigen also got candid abouthow her body has changedsince her last pregnancy, saying that she felt her body “paused in time.”
source: people.com
